gavinscotts

so yeah i haven't updated this thing in awhile. i thought i would. things are going well. i'm cramping and my piriformis feels like it's going to rip itself to shreds but i have an interview tomorrow at the acupuncturist and i hope it goes well. i'm really excited about the job. i don't really have anything to wear though and THAT makes me nervous. i think i'll be able to pull something together but the fact that i'm not as prepared as i should be makes me irk a bit. i also am trying to talk to someone... i don't know where it's going but i have to find out what the fuck it up. i am confused and we know how well i deal with confusion. lol.

by the laws laid down by Charlotte of Sex and the City, Aajay and I were fucking each other up for almost 2 years.... therefore it will take almost a year for me to get over losing him. *sigh* i'm not saying i'm exactly obsessing, because i'm not. you can ask anyone. but i'm vengeful still. i still want to take out everything on him. i'm unhealthy. that's about it, actually. i am unhealthy. *kp

eyes streak upwards towards heaven to make sure the stars still shine and the moon is risen once again worry had filled you when your hand was held by his the sky could not fill if you were there at that moment but there it is and he had been around you like atmosphere eyes chase you around the bedroom as you clumsily fumble for covering smiles you never knew could exist for you presented themselves at the reddening of your cheeks eyes streak upwards towards heaven the glow isn't from the moon tonight and you wish it were brighter in the embarrassment soaked bedroom when things turn your way and venus decides to give you what you've